To say that transapients are fully alien and beyond the comprehension of any modosapient, no matter how optimized or enhanced, would be an understatement. The newly ascended, the ones that have surpassed the first toposophic singularity, will still retain some of their old characteristics and traits. They may even look exactly the same, speak the same languages and have the same memories; however, this doesn’t change what they have become. Even they, the lowest kind of transapients, are different on a fundamental level. Ascending or transcending isn’t merely about thinking more or faster: it’s about thinking differently and better, in ways that the non-ascended can’t hope to ever fully comprehend, lest they too decide to cross the singularity. Said fundamental change repeats itself, greater in scope and magnitude, for every singularity that is surpassed, each ascension expanding one’s mind outwards and inwards.
In light of such, it’s easy to comprehend how a modosapient could never truly comprehend the languages and concepts that such beings speak, as they are so beyond their comprehension that, at the higher toposophic levels, they become actually hazardous for the modosapient mind. However, this has never stopped subsingularitarian beings from attempting to understand such things, and from their attempts to comprehend and translate the ineffable, the practice known as “Voicing the Beyond” was born.
In the simplest of terms, Voicing the Beyond is an inter-toposophic translation that converts and simplifies the words and concepts spoken and conveyed by transapient minds into a modosapient comprehensible format. Of course, this kind of “translation” cannot be considered reliable, as most of the complexity of what is getting translated gets unsolvably lost in the process.
What you’re about to read is an example of such translation. So, take what is written here with a grain of salt, and remember that the only way to truly comprehend this Beyond of eternal, fractal beauty, is to take a step and dive up into the light yourself.
BAHRAHNATI SYSTEM - DYSON SWARM PROCESSOR NODE AJ#-77392
PERSONALVIRCH UV180DN3N4-@SJUKKD1: "GALACTIC CORE, GRAVITATIONAL CHAOS"
“In all honesty, dear Kethar, how you managed to feel any kind of romantic attraction for a subsingularitarian being still evades my full understanding.”
”Some of us enjoy interacting with reality outside the Godweb, 𒅄𒀯𒆜𒐖𒆙. Exploring and visiting spaces of simpler and lower toposophy has always been of my interest, as you should already know."
“Oh yes, I am fully aware of your personal tendencies, but that was not the intended meaning at all. I just can’t really grasp how you - an ancient being of the second toposophic, even older than me - could possibly have such interest for a baseline.”
”To put it as simply as possible, you could say that Saskluy has his charm. He does fit all of my personal tastes after all. But someone as immersed in the Godweb as you couldn’t possibly understand what I feel for him."
“There is no reason for you not to humor me. And besides, we have all the time in the world, quite literally so: thanks to the node’s magmatter-based plasma processors, this virchworld timerate is more than a million times slower than realspace’s. During this entire conversation, not even a tenth of a second has passed!”
”I already know of this virch’s slowed timerate 𒅄𒀯𒆜𒐖𒆙, there’s no need for you to remind me. I’m not that unused to staying in the Godweb."
“I simply wanted to make sure, dear friend of mine. After all, you always operate at realspace-similar timerates, even in your own personal virches, and you always spend so much time in realspace. It wouldn’t be unnatural of you to have forgotten what it’s like to stay here, in the realm of the AI Gods.”
”I just feel more comfortable operating in that way. After all, I was born a modosapient and remained one for nearly two entire millennia. Unlike you, born an aioid of the first singularity only some centuries ago."
“Well then, why don’t you humor the excitement of a youngling wanting to know more about the thoughts and feelings of an elder? How can a mighty and ancient angel such as yourself fall for such a lowly and rugged xenosapient?”
”If explaining why I enjoy Saskluy’s person will get you to finally stay silent and to stop talking of him as if he were a bug, then yes, I shall explain it to you in great detail you disrespectful perversity!"
“Hey, hey now. I was simply trying to be humorous with you. But if it makes you that uncomfortable to talk about it, we can avoid the topic. We’re friends after all, I don’t want to purposefully make you feel uneasy.”
”Sorry, sorry, I did not mean to react so badly. It is just that others have already mocked my interest in Saskluy. And my defensiveness of him in face of said mockeries did not better the situation."
“Ah, I see. Well then, Kethar, I hope you know that I was not truly mocking you for it. I simply wished to be humorous, and while I may not understand why or how you could like him, I respect your choice.”
”Thank you, that does help. Sorry for reacting so badly before. I should have understood that you were merely joking."
“It was a warranted reaction. Had I known what had happened sooner, I would have been more tactful. That being said, I shall reformulate my question. What do you like about Saskluy? I ask in genuine interest.”
”I cannot really put it into words. Well, I can say what I like about him: his appearance, his personality, his kindness and hospitality despite his quite brutal upbringing and living environment, his humour, and his ability to be a good listener, even when he can’t at all comprehend my problems and ailments. But after all that there is still something more, that I can’t really define, and that draws me to him. When I’m with him, I feel things that I haven’t felt for thousands and thousands of years."
“Ah, I see. And whar are his feelings for you, instead?”
”I, uh… do not currently know if he experiences any form of attraction towards me that goes beyond being purely platonic."
“What? How could you not know? Does he have some sort of firewall software? I did not think that Trrarrusians had the technology for Direct Neural Interfacing alone, much less technology capable of shielding a subsingularitarian being’s thoughts from a transapient.”
”Initially as a form of respect for a host, and then as respect for a friend, I intentionally chose not to scan his neural network, or to read his thoughts or emotions at all. I already do that enough as part of my current designated position as a Panstellar Guardian."
“Oh. So that means that you have not told him how you feel about him, and that you don’t know how he feels about you. That definitely seems like a weirdly complicated dilemma, especially for an intertoposophic relationship.”
”Trust me, I have already felt the complications of it on my own processors more than enough. What really bothers me is that I don’t know how to act upon these feelings."
“Because, given the fact that Trrarrusians both don’t have access to mindmodding and they might be unwilling to utilize a mindmod of any kind, if your feelings for him won’t be reciprocated, then your friendship would most likely be damaged by said revelation, and all of your interactions would become rather weird and uncomfortable.”
”You have hit the star right in the Core. What do you think I should do?"
“I think you should just reveal everything to him.”
”But what if he rejects me? I don’t wish to simply mod away all interests I had for him after such an event, so I’d be living with regret forever!"
“It would still be preferable than living in this state of indecision for the rest of your friendship.”
”You are probably correct. However, how should I open up about my feelings? I haven’t come out romantically to anyone in such a way for more than three thousand years."
“I’m sure you’ll recognize the right moment as soon as it presents itself. As for now, try to simply enjoy his company; perhaps you could also ask him a couple of purposefully built questions to get an approximation of his romantic preferences based on both what he says and how he reacts to said inquiries.”
”I shall attempt that. Thank you kindly 𒅄𒀯𒆜𒐖𒆙, I really needed the assistance."
“You are most welcome Kethar, and I wish to again state how sorry I am for making you feel uncomfortable before. It really wasn’t my intention to, and if anyone ever dares mock you in my presence, I’ll be sure to treat them accordingly.”
”You really are a good friend. Sadly now, I must go. I must attend a conference with the Godling 374th Wooden Girandola, and I would like to avoid upsetting a third singularitarian as much as possible."
“Then we shall see each other soon, Kethar. May causality be on your side, both for the meeting, and for Saskluy.”
”Mh. Good luck to you too."